Well I jus been thinkin about stuff a whole lot lately and ugh..... like some things that I want to happen really aint.. and It’s like I drew this beautiful picture, but I never signed it.. Sure the picture is marvelous, but nobody knows who I am.. And if I told you who I was you would laugh at me.. So who am I now.. Just some guy tryna find that perfect masterpiece.. But this time I’m gonna make sure I sign it.. I’m gonna let it be known to the world that I finally got my masterpiece.. And I love it.. Am I crazy for wantin something so beautiful.. That no matter what you try to add or take away from it, its still as beautiful as the first time you laid eyes on it.. Well jus call me a crazy artist tryna attain this beauty with each stroke of the paint brush.. But maybe I’m over-thinkin things.. Maybe I should start from scratch and come up with something I can be satisfied with.. But the thing is, I can’t do that jus yet.. As an artist my heart won’t let me.. I could never settle for less and if you can see this vivid image thru my eyes you would understand where I’m comin from.. There is no such thing as back to the drawin board.. Cuz I’ve seen the result of that and it’s been everything but perfect.. Cuz deep down I always knew there was this work of art at my finger tips.. But for some reason I could never finish the picture.. Something always seems to get in the way of my happiness.. Whether it’s another artist workin on the masterpiece I kno deep down should have been signed I claimed by no one else but myself.. Or just me.. Constantly in search of perfect shades of grey that blurs the lines between black and white.. in hopes that the colors I chose harmonize and works in a way that who ever may see me with my masterpiece would say that it shouldn’t be done any other way.. But no matter how close I was.. I never signed it.. Then I realize, that all this time I’ve been drawin circles.. I’M ONLY DRAWIN CIRCLES.
which believe it or not brings me up to the point that I guess I was tryna make.. I can say that I feel like I'm at the point where I can jus move on.. not sayin I can jus up and give up.. but there really is no point on lingering.. I saw the sign.. NO LOITERING lmao.. I'm jus sayin.. if it hasn't happen by now.. its no point of gettin my hopes up..
But ughmm.. reflection can bring up alot lol
With that Said.. Thanks For Flyin SPENCE CONTINENTAL!!!
